Likes or loves ?

2more weeks will be enter the study week. After a week of 'study week' or maybe relaxing week, then will be my final exam. Really no idea how to face the exam since no input at all for some of the subject. I'll be dead this time... If you ever seen me, I'm sure you are seeing ghost, haha !

My friend suddenly throw me a question, "Do you like her?", "Ya, i like her very much!", "You like her, but not love her". Then, he leaves. My brain asking me question again... "Like her or love her?", "isn't love comes by like?", "I did think it over and over, I won't regret, right ?"... No answer... I think i will discover it myself soon.

What different between 'like' and 'love'? If i dare to sacrifice for her, is that means i love her very much ?
Who can differentiate it ? Myself? Maybe I am very easy to be influenced, but it doesn't mean that I now want to pull out. No! I have think it all over again and again, I will never regret, and i have no doubt with the decision i made. But still, these questions from my brain, i feel so interested and hope to found the answers.
I'm not alone to discover the answer.

THE END

We will discover it together :-)

Another 'ugly truth'

Not everyone can accept the truth. I have my past, and i wish can bring this along to grave. But still i have told someone who is having relationship with me. I know it isn't can be accepted easily and there will be a gap between us in the future. Just like a scar on your body. Although the pain has gone, but still can feel the pain. And this feeling will not end so easily...

I have done my part to be honest. I wish she could understand me. And i understand her feeling that it isn't can be accepted easily. I have been told that i'm silly to be honest. But still i do it again. Maybe this time i will not have good ending with my honesty, but i still believe that i will have it in the next time. I believe honesty is very important in between two person who will live together in the future.

Girls always think that, lie cover by lies is better than truth. And i have experience in such situation before which i prefer another party lies to me rather than tell me the truth. But i would say that telling the truth will settle the problem soon enough than cover a lie with lies, and it will not so pain as discover the truth by self.

I have now found a reliable partner. I wish we will go through everything in our life. Not easy to meet someone you like, not easy to meet someone you like and in the same time he/she likes you, not easy for a couple live together, not easy to live together till the end of the live. So much we have to learn. We can gain knowledge from books by study, but not the wisdom about life. We have to experience it by ourself  and make decision. And decisions will make our life so different with others. We will learn about 'life' together and we will found the true meaning about 'life', not from books but from our experience.

THE END

I LOVE YOU, Dear ! And i always do...

My New story has begun ^^

wow...nearly half a month din post anything... quite busy... busying for assignment, busying for test and of course busying for game ^^
My programming is dead >.<
So damn cant understand what the lecturer teach... i think she never teach before...

We message to each other since Chinese New Year that week.
Never thought we will walk together as now.
I think we have started yesterday, but i haven't ask her officially.
But i will ^^

Last week i were keep thinking if i should grab her hand or not...
But seems that i can't hold myself when i get near her.
So i did it yesterday.

What story will i get next ?? i wonder...
Tomorrow we will go out for movie ^^ Full of expectation.

Didn't tell anyone except fish and my roommate. Cause i know they will not say anything that i dun like to hear. Haha ! ^^

I think my story with M has comes to the end.
We seems look like stranger more than any type of friend in this world.
Just wish her happy ^^ Sadness leaves her alone, please ^^

THE END

Forgot to mention her name. Her name is Chung ^^
Can't tell u full oo... haha ! ^^