Friday, August 12, 2011

男孩的故事

有这么一个男孩,中三那年,他到了一家面包店面试,他被录取了。
那是一位年轻的老板娘,刚开始的他们除了工作上的问答,也没什么话题。
男孩对做面包一窍不通,刚开始只不过在店里做打杂的工作。
老板娘开始教他做面包了,笨拙的他,只能慢慢的学习。老板娘没有嫌弃,反而很有耐心教他。
他们的话题从面包到私人问题,“你结婚婚了吗?”,“你的生肖是什么?”,男孩问。
他们无话不谈。

她亲切的笑容,无微不至的照顾,被男孩记在心里,从欣赏到仰慕,心里开始萌起了爱意。
那天晚上,男孩邀请她看电影。回家的路途上,他亲了她的脸。
他们的恋情把其他人都瞒了,因为年龄的差别。
他们的亲密被人看在眼里,无论如何否定也难以让人信服。

四年过去了,男孩的家来了一封信,他被邀请到外地一家有名的蛋糕店当学徒,好多有名的蛋糕师傅都是出自那家蛋糕店。
男孩的父母知道后,趁机让男孩离开她。男孩和她都知道这是千载难逢的好机会。

“我会等你回来。”她说。
“不,四年太久了!”男孩答道。
“没有了你,我怎么办啊?”她问。
她悲伤的眼泪落在男孩的手臂上,男孩只能强忍着眼泪,搂着她,为她擦泪。
那些美好的回忆,就像那黑白的旧电影,不停在脑海里播放着。
那是她人生中最伤心的一天。

男孩走了。
天天的盼望,造就心灵的空虚,她又落下了眼泪。
在外地的男孩也只能默默地想念她,祝福她,希望她能早点忘了他,尽快找到属于她的幸福。

有一天,他们遇上了。。。

THE END

你看到了结局吗?



Thursday, March 25, 2010

Likes or loves ?

2more weeks will be enter the study week. After a week of 'study week' or maybe relaxing week, then will be my final exam. Really no idea how to face the exam since no input at all for some of the subject. I'll be dead this time... If you ever seen me, I'm sure you are seeing ghost, haha !

My friend suddenly throw me a question, "Do you like her?", "Ya, i like her very much!", "You like her, but not love her". Then, he leaves. My brain asking me question again... "Like her or love her?", "isn't love comes by like?", "I did think it over and over, I won't regret, right ?"... No answer... I think i will discover it myself soon.

What different between 'like' and 'love'? If i dare to sacrifice for her, is that means i love her very much ?
Who can differentiate it ? Myself? Maybe I am very easy to be influenced, but it doesn't mean that I now want to pull out. No! I have think it all over again and again, I will never regret, and i have no doubt with the decision i made. But still, these questions from my brain, i feel so interested and hope to found the answers.
I'm not alone to discover the answer.

THE END

We will discover it together :-)

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Another 'ugly truth'

Not everyone can accept the truth. I have my past, and i wish can bring this along to grave. But still i have told someone who is having relationship with me. I know it isn't can be accepted easily and there will be a gap between us in the future. Just like a scar on your body. Although the pain has gone, but still can feel the pain. And this feeling will not end so easily...

I have done my part to be honest. I wish she could understand me. And i understand her feeling that it isn't can be accepted easily. I have been told that i'm silly to be honest. But still i do it again. Maybe this time i will not have good ending with my honesty, but i still believe that i will have it in the next time. I believe honesty is very important in between two person who will live together in the future.

Girls always think that, lie cover by lies is better than truth. And i have experience in such situation before which i prefer another party lies to me rather than tell me the truth. But i would say that telling the truth will settle the problem soon enough than cover a lie with lies, and it will not so pain as discover the truth by self.

I have now found a reliable partner. I wish we will go through everything in our life. Not easy to meet someone you like, not easy to meet someone you like and in the same time he/she likes you, not easy for a couple live together, not easy to live together till the end of the live. So much we have to learn. We can gain knowledge from books by study, but not the wisdom about life. We have to experience it by ourself  and make decision. And decisions will make our life so different with others. We will learn about 'life' together and we will found the true meaning about 'life', not from books but from our experience.

THE END

I LOVE YOU, Dear ! And i always do...

Friday, March 12, 2010

My New story has begun ^^

wow...nearly half a month din post anything... quite busy... busying for assignment, busying for test and of course busying for game ^^
My programming is dead >.<
So damn cant understand what the lecturer teach... i think she never teach before...

We message to each other since Chinese New Year that week.
Never thought we will walk together as now.
I think we have started yesterday, but i haven't ask her officially.
But i will ^^

Last week i were keep thinking if i should grab her hand or not...
But seems that i can't hold myself when i get near her.
So i did it yesterday.

What story will i get next ?? i wonder...
Tomorrow we will go out for movie ^^ Full of expectation.

Didn't tell anyone except fish and my roommate. Cause i know they will not say anything that i dun like to hear. Haha ! ^^

I think my story with M has comes to the end.
We seems look like stranger more than any type of friend in this world.
Just wish her happy ^^ Sadness leaves her alone, please ^^

THE END

Forgot to mention her name. Her name is Chung ^^
Can't tell u full oo... haha ! ^^

Sunday, February 21, 2010

新年假期过期了!

回到宿舍了。搭了长途巴士5小时,再搭巴士差不多2小时,才回到。

新年又过了。新年愿望,希望双亲健康,还有我的朋友们快快乐乐过每一天。

回来的前一天,和朋友出去打机,吃火锅,再打机,直到晚上一点才回,开心的一天!吹了一天水,哈哈!

星期一的那一天,她开始没有msg我了,我也没有去找她,只希望可以等到她的msg。
结果到了今天,一个都没有。
不知怎么,突然和一个在大学认识,住怡保的女生很靠近,这几天都不停msg。用英文,讲广东话,哈哈!因为她不会华语。

考试和assignment,希望顺顺利利过了它吧!又要继续我的忙里偷闲的日子了。

THE END

舍得,失去一样东西,才会得到一样东西,是这样的吗?

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

怎么办

还要想念她吗?
放弃还是继续?
在追求什么呢?
又迷失了方向。。。
像是没有方向感的小船
漂泊在这片汪洋大海
寻找着自己的归属

继续漂泊?
还是回头呢?
复杂的心情
像只导盲犬
 任它带领。。。

茫茫人海中
寻找自己的幸福
还是等待自己的幸福?
何时要放弃
何时要坚持到底?

 有谁来教我呢。。。

THE END

该怎么办好呢。。。


Friday, February 5, 2010

危险!又爆发了!

天气的关系?
压力的关系?
还是
性格的问题?

火气没有停息
反而越烧越旺
还是无能控制自己的脾气

累积的火气是多么的可怕
爆发的那瞬间
吞噬了自己
伤害了他人

所说的错话
收不回
留在他人心里的最底面
变成
等待爆发的炸弹
安静的等候
被触发的那瞬间

犯下的过错
为有等待时间的善后
期望能把它埋在时间隧道里
永远找不回的
最暗处
最深处

THE END

对不起!